I doubt Jay would ever be on this blog again, so can I just say that I have never thought about death with such… Admiration. And logic. Like in the couple of times I’ve ever considered suicide it was always such a panicked and rash thought, like I should just do it. But just now I was thinking it through and it just seems right, as if that’s the way things are going. It’s a good ending, definite, absolute.
I was so disgusted with myself only a couple of hours ago for falling asleep on you. For falling asleep. I felt so terrible I wanted to just throw up to feel better. God. I just need to get a hold of myself… And not be broken down by the people I confide in, even though it seems to keep happening.
and promos
and how u don’t have followers
and ughhh
just shut up
id rather hear about ur life and shit that might interest me
(Source: lkjhadskfljhasdf)
